On Wednesday 11/4/09 I resigned my position as a finance manager in the automotive industry after a series of "synchronicities" occurred earlier that morning.
For the past year, I have been being led to do something completely different with my life. However, a sense of comfort, familiarity, and fear has kept me from taking the leap into the great unknown. My spirit has been screaming at me to make a change, yet I haven't been strong enough to "just do it."
I believe a series of events, that I ultimately manifested into my life, led me to the point of being forced to resign.
For the past year, anytime I am asked how I "like" being in the auto industry, I always reply that I don't believe that its was feeding my spirit, and I didn't believe it was in allignment with my true purpose here on earth.
I think I am going to be led by source energy, to exactly where I am supposed to be and to exactly what I am supposed to be doing.
I know I am a healer. Prior to getting in the auto industry I was a counselor at a juvenile prison.
Since my awakening I have had this intense desire to get back in the "healing arts" at some level.
All my intuition has been leading me down that road, but I have been stuck.
I have wanted to design a treatment modality, Law of Attraction, and Present Moment Awareness based, that could compliment or eventually replace the typical "12 step program" modalities that are common with most addiction treatment facilities.
Based on my personal experience, and what has happened to me since my spiritual awakening, I don't buy into the whole "powerlessness" theoretical principles that guide 12 step based programs.
I believe we are very powerful "co-creators" with that "higher potential" I choose to call God.
The 1111 phenomena that I experience on a moment to moment basis, along with the intense para-normal spiritual activity that inundates my life, I believe I am being led on this Journey.
Yesterday for example, I was feeling sorry for myself. I spent the better part of the day crying....some was fear, but most was just an overwhelming sense of release, or relief.
I got my M.D. to prescribe something to help me sleep.
I went to Costco to pick up the prescription.
When I got in my car, I sat down and started crying again, asking God for some clarity and guidance.
As I was leaving the parking lot a car cut me off. My initial response, in my state of mind yesterday was to "cuss" the driver out. Instead I just slammed on my brakes and allowed the vehicle to pass in front of me. As the vehicle drove past I noticed the license plate read 888-#$%. I smiled and said "thank you" aloud as I often do when this happens to me. Intuitively I looked at my digital clock and it read 1:11. The interesting part to this, is my clock is still an hour "ahead" because I haven't turned it back for daylight savings time yet. I continued driving to exit the parking lot, and not more than ten seconds later another car did the EXACT same thing. Again I looked at the plate and it read 999-@#$. I smiled and said thank you out loud again. I mean what are the odds right.
Immediately I was brought into the knowing that EVERYTHING that "happens" in my life is completely purposeful.
What appears to me to be a setback...or a tragedy...is nothing more that an opportunity to rise above my comfort, complacency, and fear, and to begin doing the "work" I was sent here to do in the first place.
Last night, I was standing in the shower, just letting the hot water run over me. I was feeling blessed to have hot water to comfort and clean me, when I got an intuition.
I envisioned "Hitch-Hiking" along the I-90 coridor from Seattle to Boston, ending up in Washington DC.
I thought of making a HUGE sign to carry with me that says "Ask Me about 11:11" or "Fight The New World Order With Global Non-Compliance," or Be The Change, or You are So Much More than you have been led to BELIEVE....etc..etc..etc....You get the idea right.
My message is simple. We are all very powerful. We are all one. We can change the course through action. We can be a world at PEACE.
I thought about connecting with others, experiencing the 11:11 phenomena, or being led down similar paths of awareness along the way.
I thought about the conversation, and the doors this journey might open for me. Most importantly....I was excited at the thought of raising the vibrational level on this planet.
If anyone lives along the I-90 coridor would like to "sponsor" me, in the from of a warm place to sleep, or a hot meal on my journey of awareness, please let me know.
If anyone reading this has any ideas or suggestions on how to make this intuition a reality, please get ahold of me.
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