Sunday, August 30, 2009

My Little Brother, Hawaii, and Synchronicity.

Its been a few weeks since I have written. Sometimes when I am struggling with fear I forget to share the magic that is going on.

First, a few weeks ago my Aunt bought a car and I drove it down I-5 to her in Stockton California.

A week earlier, I had been introduced to a spiritual Guru who lives in San Francisco over the internet.

The trip to Stockton allowed me to spend some time with this amazing man. The story of driving to inner city San Francisco to find his house was very synchronistic. I just happened, after driving around the block two times on Nob Hill, to find one parking spot. The parking spot...just happened to be in the front of his house....AMAZING.

After spending 4 hours with this highly educated, well connected man, I discovered we were meant to meet at that specific moment in do something very important.

Tonight I was invited to my brothers house for dinner. He had just returned from a deployment to the Phillipines. The last word I got two months ago was once he returned from the Phillipines he would be leaving for Afghanistan very soon thereafter.

Tonight. over an amazing dinner he and his wife prepared, my beautiful little brother informed me the Army was sending him to the Island of Oahu to be a Special Forces Liiason Officer to the Pacific Fleet.

He is to be there 6-9 months prior to going to grad school, then back to West Point to teach.

This was good news for the entire family, because he has been in a hostile area for the past 2 years of his life.

It also makes me wonder if all the "Hawaii" synchronicity I have been dealing with had something to do with him.

My hope is he and I will be able to spend some time together on oahu....maybe thats what all the Hawaii synchronicity has been about.

Time will tell, and spirit will lead me i'm sure.

The 1111 and other number patterns have been inundating my life more and more each day

Since I got back, I was offerred a finance manager position at the dealership I currently work for. This was something I have been trying to manifest for the past year. Now it's coming to fruition.

Finally. I have been trying to manifest a finance manager job at the dealership I work for, for the past 18 months. Early this week I was told I would be training to go in our finance department on 1 September 2009.

It appears everything is coming together.

Thanks for letting me share



Thursday, August 13, 2009

Living in the Dream

I am amazed each day by the synchronicity I attract into my life, simply by opening myself up to the endless possibilities that is "life", living in and with complete present moment awareness.

I find when I am in complete present moment awareness, situations which used to cause me great inner turmoil, don't affect me that much at all.

I know those situations which cause disharmony and discongruence in my life, were most likely created by my thoughts and my actions, and its my responsibility to change them. I am no longer simply a "victim" of my circumstances.

I know those circumstances that could be seen as "negative" when examined from every possible angle, have complete purpose in my life.

What we "spirits" having this amazing "human" experience sometimes fail to realize and notice is we don't have all the information, and fail to see the "bigger picture."

A few days ago my Aunt Roxane told me to get in contact with someone she characterized as being "just like me." She told me he was very well known all over the world, was very well respected and loved by many, and was very busy spreading "love" and "peace." She gave me his telephone number and told me to call him. She told me to leave a message if he did not answer, but assured me he would get in contact with me. she said it could take up to a few days for him to return my call, but to be patient and he would call.

When someone "tells" me to do anything these days, as long as it's not unhealthy physically, emotionally, spiritually, or completely against the "law" or my morality....I try and "just do it." I don't give it much thought...I just get it done.

I figure she had magically reappeared into my life for a purpose, and was attempting to help me connect with "like minded spirits," so instead of using "logic" to talk myself out of calling a complete stranger, I just picked up the phone and dialed.

He didn't answer the phone so I left him a message. This is kind of what my message said. "Hello, you don't know me, but my name is Blayne Lannan. My Aunt Roxane gave me your number and told me I should call you. So going on faith and intuition I picked up the phone and called you. I don't know where this connection will lead me, but it doesn't really matter. I began what I consider to be a RADICAL spiritual transformation on 7-1-07 that has completely changed the way I live, the way I perceive myself and others, the way I view "reality", etc..etc..etc. I went on to share that at times I feel very confused and alone, and that Auntie Roxane thought you may be able to share some insight.

About three hours later my phone rang and I picked it up. Within two minutes of speaking to Carl, I felt like I had known him for years. I told him what had happened to me in the past 25 months and he laughed and told me to breath!!!!

He said he could hear the passion and energy in my voice, and that I had been "chosen." He went on to tell me things about "me" that I have known since my awakening, but was to freaked out to share.

He validated everything I had been seeing, feeling, and hearing since my awakening, including the bizarre visions, meditations, dreams, numerical phenomena, and synchronicity I live with each and every day.

At one point during the conversation I used the term "wierd" to express something that had happened to me. It upset him a little bit, and he indicated part of the problem was seeing these amazing experiences as "wierd." He indicated that is part of the problem, that if maybe we started looking at these "paranormal" experiences as "normal" maybe more of us would and could wake up.

I told him I felt alone and different, and he lovingly reminded me I am different because I have awoken.

He went on to say 99% of humanity is "ASLEEP," something I have felt since my awakening began.

I remember telling my Air Force Colonel ex-wife she was "asleep," at one point very early on in my enlightenment. That went over like a "lead balloon."

It was an amazing conversation, and in the end, I feel like I have gained a friend who "COMPLETELY" gets it. We both agreed to a certain degree our "connecting" goes much deeper than what can be seen at face value.

I believe "like minded individuals" and spiritually evolved individuals are being "re-connected" during this difficult time to be the "spearhead" of this upcoming shift of human consciousness.

My vision is of a core group of highly spiritually evolved beings coming together to be the change we so greatly need right now.

Imagine if you can a world that is free of war and violence because the core operating principle is sharing and helping one another. Imagine a world of spiritual beings who understand our "oneness."

The truth is right now all over this little speck in the cosmos we call "earth", there are people of all colors, religions, socio-economic backgrounds, creeds, etc..etc... awakening to their true nature and divinity. They are looking around at all the craziness that exists globally and they are starting to ask why? The answers that they have been given for centuries are not "holding water" anymore, and they are asking for and seeking change.

So, there you have it!

Thanks once again for listening to me share, and for taking what I have to say with some consideration.

I believe the next 3-5 years will be a critical time in our history, where many great truths that have been hidden in plain sight will finally be revealed.

I look forward to it all with great anticipation.



Tuesday, August 4, 2009

My Aunt Roxane

The past week or so has been somewhat difficult for me to find the magic in my life, living in complete present moment awareness, and seeing the synchronicity I am normally able to experience without too much effort.

I blame most of it on my overwhelming desire to help humanity awaken to our unity, and oneness. At times I feel very powerless, like no one "gets it." I worry as I move in and out of fear, that as a humanity, specifically a United States we are headed in the wrong direction.

Since my awakening just over 25 months ago, teaching truth, present moment awareness, synchronicity, Law of Attraction, and our "divinity" has been at the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I just want to scream out at the top of my lungs, WAKE UP PLEASE, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.

I see all the signs around me that "things" are not right, and definately not as they appear to be. I know there is a higher divine purpose in all things, based upon my life and my awakening, but whenever I try to approach this subject with my family and friends, I feel like they don't "get it."

This causes dis-harmony and dis-congruence inside of me, a feeling that is very difficult to explain. When I am in complete present moment awareness, everything feels and is perfect. The truth is, it's all perfect...all the time. I just don't have all the information. The Universal plan is unfolding in it's time, by it's purpose, despite all my efforts to "speed up the process."

Mid last week, I was contacted by a person who was a very important part of my life, when I was in my early teens. She found me on facebook. After emailing back and forth for the past few days, and speaking to her on the phone, I know the Universal Law of Attraction and the Synchronicity in my life is working effortlessly and flawlessly on both our behalf.

Aunt Roxane was married to my Uncle Zach for a very brief period of time. Looking back on our relationship now, I know we were and are complete kindred spirits. I remember feeling very close to her, more close than I have ever felt to any of my Aunts and Uncles.

My dad has 11 brothers and sisters, each unique, wonderful, and beautiful in their own way. When I had my awakening and wrote my first substancial writing called "My Truth," I sent a hard copy to each of my dads siblings. I wanted to share with them all that I had been led to, in an attempt to help them awaken to their divinity.

The reaction was very mixed. A few of them embraced what I had to say, and a few never commented on what I had written.

The Lannan family was raised in the traditional Roman Catholic faith. I was baptized Catholic. Much of what I believe to be "The Truth" now goes completely against traditional Catholic Dogma.

When my Aunt Roxane contacted me, I was both surprized and happy. What has happened over the past few days has me in a state of complete "knowing" again.

First of all, her birthday is 2-22. Secondly, she has been "living" the principles that resonate so deeply within me.

She understands present moment awareness. She understands The Universal Law of Attraction. She understands Synchronicity. Most importantly, and what I so desperately needed to hear, she understands that "it" is all the present moment, and the "Universal" plan is unfolding flawlessly and effortlessly, on behalf of humanity, as we move closer and closer to this very much needed "shift of human consciousness."

I called my mom, who was also very close to Roxane at one point in her life and told my mom, "she is just like me!!!."

As I was speaking to her yesterday about 9-11, The Illuminati, "cover-ups", etc...etc...she reminded me that even in it's apparant "chaos" we are moving toward this "shift." She reminded me the only thing I was getting by being fearful and angry at what I see happening around me, was getting me more fear, and more anger. I thanked her.

My Aunt Roxane stepped back into my life, very synchronistically I might add, to help me get back on the path of surrender, acceptance, and awareness. She has been a practicing Buddhist for many, many years, and I believe she "gets it." In fact, she is the first person I consider to be family that "gets it."

Whats more amazing is the things she has told me in the past few days that validate what I have been thinking and feeling for just over 25 months.

She told me she has always been "psychic," although like me she likes the term "intuitive." I believe my intuitive abilities have increased greatly since my awakening. I have spoken of many things that have come true, happened, or are coming true.

She told me I would be "teaching" on a national level, and perhaps the "world stage," sharing my message and vision in an attempt to help awaken humanity.

I was told this exact same thing, in the voice of a gentle old man I still don't recognize, very early on in my awakening. I have told my partner and my family I believe I was "chosen" to carry this message. Roxane used those "EXACT" words. She said, "Blayne, you have been chosen." As I sit here writing I wonder like I often do....."WHY ME."

She told me I have "it." The charisma of people like Ghandi, JFK, MLK, etc... Those visionary people that saw our potential as a humanity to create peace. Why is it these visionaries keep dying? I have my own ideas. I'm not going to discuss it here. I think it would be counter-productive to the message.

She told me I was going to be "famous." She asked me to think about how I would react to fame, and money, and all the other "stuff" that goes along with it. I told her I am still going to be the same person I have always been. I will use it for the uplifting and betterment of humanity, and I will use it to help create a world of complete peace and harmony.

I have a vision of a world with no militaries. I have a vision of highly spiritually evolved leaders/visionaries sitting together at a world table, figuring out a "better way." A world free of opression of any kind. A world free of war and violence because it's poeple understand anytime I harm someone or something in any way, I am harming myself tenfold. A world who's mantra is "how can I be of service to you?" A world where abundance, not poverty reigns supreme, with the understanding that there is more than enough "stuff" for everyone.

You see, we have been brainwashed into believing we have to protect our "stuff," when the truth of the matter is it's not our "stuff" to begin with. We are "one" humanity, and all the "stuff" available should be shared with one another. I believe that is what "God" (whatever your idea of God is) intended, not a humanity killing one another in the name of "stuff" or religion....I don't believe in that nonsense for one second. That line of thinking doesn't work for me anymore.

Once again, thanks for listening and allowing me to share. If you like what I have to say, please pass this on. Together we can be the change. I will take it a step further and say, "We MUST be the change." At the present time, and under our current circumstance we need to begin taking action toward peace NOW.

To my soulmate and Aunt Roxane. Thank you for synchronistically and magically appearing in my life after so many years. To the Universal Source of All Things, thank you for orchestrating our re-connection. I am amazed each day as the process unfolds.

I wish you all Peace, Light, and Love. The truth is...thats all there really is. The rest is simply bad programming.

Veritas, Lux, Et Aequitas!!!!



Saturday, August 1, 2009


I try to keep this Blog positive. I know there are tons of folks out there experiencing this 1111 phenomena, and our numbers continue to grow.

So forgive me, before I begin, if this Blog seems a little macabre.

I have had a very, very, difficult week. I feel like my soul is being attacked. I have been moving in and out of fear multiple times daily.

I still see "the numbers" I still am reminded of the syncnronicity that connects space/time, and I am still attracting "like minded individuals" all the time.

Last night I was awoken after a dream/vision at exactly 2:22 AM. From what I remembered this morning I was in the midst of what appeared to be some type of concentration camp. Many people had very fearful, scared looks on their faces. It was not a pleasant place. People were frantically searching for their loved ones.

I have been doing alot of learning about what I believe to be the hidden agenda of the New World Order. I'm sure you have heard that catch phrase. Presidents since Ronald Reagan have been using it in speeches like its a good thing, and its no big deal.

I can assure you based upon the research that I have done...that it is indeed a very, very, big deal.

As I type these words I wonder if I might someday be considered a "Dissident" for sharing my truth. I was awoken soime two years ago to help shed some light on what is happening to all of us.

For awhile during the past few weeks I have been perusing websitesf individual who are very outspoken on what they believe the New World Order is about. I stopped about a week ago because it was really starting to stress me out.

I keep reminding the change Blayne....The Law of Attraction is in charge....I manifestt the life I desire.

I woke up this morning wondering about that dream. I went to a website that I haven't been to in about a week, and here is what I read:

Doubt the government plans to impose martial law and round up dissidents and other malcontents? Well, the Army National Guard is advertising for qualified personnel to work as Corrections Officers and Internment/Resettlement Specialists.

“Avenge me, boys!” Fiction becomes fact. In the film Red Dawn, Harry Dean Stanton is put in a communist re-education camp.

“As an Internment/Resettlement Specialist for the Army National Guard, you will ensure the smooth running of military confinement/correctional facility or detention/internment facility, similar to those duties conducted by civilian Corrections Officers,” a classified ad posted on the web states. “This will require you to know proper procedures and military law; and have the ability to think quickly in high-stress situations. Specific duties may include assisting with supervision and management operations; providing facility security; providing custody, control, supervision, and escort; and counseling individual prisoners in rehabilitative programs.”
The term “rehabilitative programs” is key. Glenn Beck and the corporate media may attempt to discredit the fact there are FEMA camps, but military documents demonstrate the government plans to herd people into internment camps. Army Regulation 210-35, entitled “Civilian Inmate Labor Program,” provides “guidance for establishing and managing civilian inmate labor programs on Army installations. It provides guidance on establishing prison camps on Army installations.”
In Mao’s China, the government established a sprawling system of administrative detention centers — known as Laogai — designed to reeducate dissidents and other social misfits through forced slave labor. In the Soviet Union under Stalin, a network of gulags — a Russian acronym for The Chief Administration of Corrective Labor Camps and Colonies — were established, primarily for political prisoners and as a mechanism for repressing political opposition to the Soviet state.
Rex 84 was created in the United States for basically the same reason. “The Rex-84 Alpha Explan (Readiness Exercise 1984, Exercise Plan; otherwise known as a continuity of government plan), indicates that FEMA in association with 34 other federal civil departments and agencies, along with other NATO nations, conducted a civil readiness exercise during April 5-13, 1984. It was conducted in coordination and simultaneously with a Joint Chiefs exercise, Night Train 84, a worldwide military command post exercise (including Continental U.S. Forces or CONUS) based on multi-emergency scenarios operating both abroad and at home. In the combined exercise, Rex-84 Bravo, FEMA and DOD led the other federal agencies and departments, including the Central Intelligence Agency, the Secret Service, the Treasury, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, and the Veterans Administration through a gaming exercise to test military assistance in civil defense,” writes Diana Reynolds. “The exercise anticipated civil disturbances, major demonstrations and strikes that would affect continuity of government and/or resource mobilization. To fight subversive activities, there was authorization for the military to implement government ordered movements of civilian populations at state and regional levels, the arrest of certain unidentified segments of the population, and the imposition of martial law.”

Rex 84 falls under master military contingency plan, Operation Garden Plot, allegedly developed in response to the civil disorders of the 1960s and now under the control of the U.S. Northern Command. Garden Plot was last activated as Noble Eagle following the September 11, 2001 attacks.

Under National Security and Homeland Security Presidential Directive (National Security Presidential Directive NSPD 51/Homeland Security Presidential Directive HSPD-20, or called simply “Executive Directive 51″ for short), signed by George W. Bush on May 4, 2007, the government has the authority to declare a national emergency and impose martial law. NSPD 51 grants extraordinary police state powers to the White House and Homeland Security, presumably including detention of a large number of people as established under Rex 84 and other military programs.
On July 30, CNN reported that the U.S. military is gearing up to get involved in the H1N1 swine flu outbreak promised to strike later this year. “The U.S. military wants to establish regional teams of military personnel to assist civilian authorities in the event of a significant outbreak of the H1N1 virus this fall, according to Defense Department officials,” a proposal that is currently on the desk of Sec. Def. Robert Gates, according to CNN. “As a first step, Gates is being asked to sign a so-called ‘execution order’ that would authorize the military to begin to conduct the detailed planning to execute the proposed plan.”
It looks like the Army National Guard is gearing up to staff camps and “execute the proposed plan” of forcibly vaccinating the public and rounding up and hauling off those who refuse to be injected with a soft kill eugenics weapon as dangerous enemies of the state who need to be interned in forced labor and re-education camps.

I read this....I thought about my dream last night, and I felt I needed to share.

Please be aware

Do some research on your own

Follow your "gut."

Thanks for letting me share