So I'm moving very close to my 7th year of dealing with the 1111 Phenomena. For the first 3-4 years I had this deep, almost insatiable desire to speak and share the Truth of the Universal and Esoteric wisdom and knowledge that I have felt has been being "downloaded" into me since this journey all began on 7-1-7.
During the past few years I have lost focus, and I have lost passion. The synchronicity that I experience on a daily basis no longer felt magical or dreamlike. On the contrary, it felt more like a burden and curse.
I've gone through periods of painful loss since 10-1-10, and have been ready to throw in the towel on all of it since 12-23-13.
I feel like the Universe has been handing me more than I can deal with lately.
Historically speaking, and for what reason I'm still very unsure of, my periods of the biggest shifts of consciousness, and spiritual growth have followed periods of intense, sometimes paralyzing emotional pain.
And so it is, as I sit here on a very cold Olympia Washington February night, that I am
compelled to share a little bit of magic that happened to me just today.
As I have mentioned before, part of my awakening process very early on, was being led to create a few YouTube videos, after I had been told by some sort of Celestial/Other Worldly being during a period of deep meditation, that in
the years to come, I would be contacted by people from all walks of life, from all over this planet, that would be scared and confused at what they were experiencing, and that I was to be of service to them, no questions asked, to help them make sense and perhaps gain clarity about what they were experiencing with the 1111 phenomena.
During the past several years I have been contacted by hundreds of "us", seeking answers.
Most of these contacts end after a few e-mails, perhaps a phone call or two. Very few have resulted in any communication beyond that.
However, there are those times like last night, when I open up my e-mail and read a line or two of prose, from a newly awakening 1111er, and immediately know that it's very important to talk to the individual immediately.
So that's what I did. I called and left a voicemail on
this young man from Salem Oregons e-mail.
At about ten minutes till eight A.M this morning, as I was in the middle of my morning meditation, my roommate came in my room with the land-line telephone receiver, and with a puzzled look on her face, asked me if I knew a person named "A".
To protect this person privacy, I will not use his full name.
This was at a time when I was just finishing up my morning meditation, so that I could make it to family court to file more unnecessary paperwork in response to the latest round of pain being dealt by a person in my life who will also remain nameless.
In that moment, I knew that my 8:30 appointment could and would wait, that speaking directly to this young man was far more important. I sensed the urgency he was feeling when I opened his e-mail to me just 10 hours prior.
We spoke for a good 1/2 hour, and as we were talking I felt his stress, confusion, and urgency slowly fade away.
In that time I learned that this young man felt just like the rest of us, when we each begin this journey, that there is something wrong with us, even to the point of feeling like we are losing our minds.
Like many before, I offered some insight and direction and suggested some reading material and movies to watch.
On the way home this evening, as I was feeling somewhat sorry for myself for what I am being forced to go through, I was compelled to give h a call to see how he was doing.
We spoke for well over an hour. In that time I learned that like all of us, he is being led down the exact paths of research, discovery, and awareness.
I am always amazed to hear that he has felt like he has been being led down these eerily similar paths, some of which began long before he ever began noticing the 1111 phenomena.
There is no coincidence or randomness to this.
We are all seekers and seers of Divine and Universal Truth. Further, we all feel like we are here to share this Truth with whoever will hear us. We all appear to carry the same general message.
That message is very simple. We are seers of the Light. We understand that the pain, despair, and evil that happens on this planet each day is an injustice to all of us, and we have a responsibility to each other, nature, the Universe, and to the creative force that creates all of this, to see that it stops.
I am very grateful to connect with individuals like "A" each day, that are passionate about affecting change where change is desperately needed.
Today, I was reminded just how powerful each one of us are, and that is a blessing to me today.
Peace! Now! Please!
If not Peace, the alternatives don't look very promising.