I drove to work today. I can take two exits to get to work. I prefer one because its a more direct route, but today I was inspired to take the road less travelled.
At the end of the off amp I saw my favorite homeless guy Don, standing with his sign. I rolled down my window and reached for my wallet. I asked him if he remembered me, I told him Shanna was my partner, and she serves him food and beverages at the sports bars she works at part time. He assured me he remembered me, then startred talking about "Mooshkas and the Munchkin" referring to my cat mooshkas, named by my Munchkin...Tehya.
I looked at my clock when I was leaving, 7:17. The date of my awakening was 7-1-07
Don was wearing an old tattered "saints" jacket too
Thanks for letting me share
namaste
Monday, October 19, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
11-22, 11 October, Flight 22, and Divine Timing on an Airplane.
Yesterday I left Seattle to fly to Nashville to attend a Finance Manager's conference held by Allstate and Nissan North America.
When I was approaching the "dreaded" TSA screening area I pulled out my passport and out fell an old "demo permit" people use to test-drive cars. I have made it a habit to save the permits if the customers birthdays I "manifest" have 11's or combinations of 11's in their birthdays.
I picked up the demo permit, not havinga clue what I would find. I looked at the date first. It was 3-8-09, and it was from a kid I sold a car to about two hours before my family left for a vacation for San Diego. Here is where it gets interesting. I picked up the permit and his birthday was 11-22. Yesterday was the 11th, and my flight number.....U guessed it....22!!!
I'm wearing a walking cast still from my broken foot, so I was placed aside by a TSA agent so they could run some type of swab test on my cast and my hands...I guess to make sure my cast wasn't fashioned from c-4, tnt, or some other high explosive.
As he was doing his job, I said, "its all changed since 9-11, and he agreed." I said, what do you think happened on 9-11. He gave me a funny look, and said, I don't think it happened like they tell us it happened...WOW
He then went on to say he had recently seen some footage of the carnage at the Pentagon...and how video tapes of bystanders were confiscated, there was ZERO plane wreckage, etc....I said, "A plane didn't hit the fu$#ing Pentagon," and "what we were told about 9-11 by our Government and the news media is FAR from the truth....they don't want us to know the truth." He looked at me and smiled, nodding his head up and down.
Who knows, he may have "reported" me to his superiors to get me on some type of terrorist watch list...LOL....Probably not. The bottom line is I don't care. I am sharing my truth, and it appeared our two minute airport security conversation while he was checking my leg for explosives resonated deeply within him.
I smiled and went on my way, just realizing I had just had a conversation, albeit very brief and in a very low voice, careful of who was listening, with a TSA Agent at an airport...who seemingly believes in some other "side of the story," other than the US Government approved for TV version.
I got on the plane and walked to my seat. I sat down next to two young ladies. One young lady was reading an article, correlating thimerisol (the mercury adjunct in many immunizations) and autism. After speaking to her for five minutes, I knew we were meant to be sitting together. Our conversation, although initially on immunizations in general moved to H1N1 vaccine. It seems that both of her children have autism. According to her, her youngest child has Autism so "bad" at some point she fears he will have to be institutionalized...WOW AGAIN. Her birthday...10-09, and her friend, 11-17!!!!
Within five more minutes we were speaking about the nature of the Law of Attraction, and the movie The Secret.
As I was sitting there I was again reminded that its ALL synchronicity...As long as we are AWAKE enough to see it.
Divine timing, divine purpose...in all things...as long as we have our eyes and ears open!
Thanks for your contunued reading and comments.
Namaste
blayne
When I was approaching the "dreaded" TSA screening area I pulled out my passport and out fell an old "demo permit" people use to test-drive cars. I have made it a habit to save the permits if the customers birthdays I "manifest" have 11's or combinations of 11's in their birthdays.
I picked up the demo permit, not havinga clue what I would find. I looked at the date first. It was 3-8-09, and it was from a kid I sold a car to about two hours before my family left for a vacation for San Diego. Here is where it gets interesting. I picked up the permit and his birthday was 11-22. Yesterday was the 11th, and my flight number.....U guessed it....22!!!
I'm wearing a walking cast still from my broken foot, so I was placed aside by a TSA agent so they could run some type of swab test on my cast and my hands...I guess to make sure my cast wasn't fashioned from c-4, tnt, or some other high explosive.
As he was doing his job, I said, "its all changed since 9-11, and he agreed." I said, what do you think happened on 9-11. He gave me a funny look, and said, I don't think it happened like they tell us it happened...WOW
He then went on to say he had recently seen some footage of the carnage at the Pentagon...and how video tapes of bystanders were confiscated, there was ZERO plane wreckage, etc....I said, "A plane didn't hit the fu$#ing Pentagon," and "what we were told about 9-11 by our Government and the news media is FAR from the truth....they don't want us to know the truth." He looked at me and smiled, nodding his head up and down.
Who knows, he may have "reported" me to his superiors to get me on some type of terrorist watch list...LOL....Probably not. The bottom line is I don't care. I am sharing my truth, and it appeared our two minute airport security conversation while he was checking my leg for explosives resonated deeply within him.
I smiled and went on my way, just realizing I had just had a conversation, albeit very brief and in a very low voice, careful of who was listening, with a TSA Agent at an airport...who seemingly believes in some other "side of the story," other than the US Government approved for TV version.
I got on the plane and walked to my seat. I sat down next to two young ladies. One young lady was reading an article, correlating thimerisol (the mercury adjunct in many immunizations) and autism. After speaking to her for five minutes, I knew we were meant to be sitting together. Our conversation, although initially on immunizations in general moved to H1N1 vaccine. It seems that both of her children have autism. According to her, her youngest child has Autism so "bad" at some point she fears he will have to be institutionalized...WOW AGAIN. Her birthday...10-09, and her friend, 11-17!!!!
Within five more minutes we were speaking about the nature of the Law of Attraction, and the movie The Secret.
As I was sitting there I was again reminded that its ALL synchronicity...As long as we are AWAKE enough to see it.
Divine timing, divine purpose...in all things...as long as we have our eyes and ears open!
Thanks for your contunued reading and comments.
Namaste
blayne
Saturday, October 3, 2009
1111, 12:21, and a Deer with Bad Timing..I just wanted to share what happened to me today....and what I learned.
I just wanted to share what happened to me today....and what I learned.
On the way to work today, while driving down Steamboat Island Road, enjoying the trees, my cup of tea, and a half of a cigar left over from last night, a deer ran from the woods to the left of my car, in full stride.
I had about one second of reaction time, and slammed on my brakes. I went into a skid.I have been in a few wrecks, and a few other intense, traumatic situations. What I notice, and what other people who experience trauma/high-arenaline situations report is a feeling of "slow-motion."
Everything was "slow-motion"...as i was still skidding, she hit the front of my car...and was ejected about 20 feet in the air. I followed her in the air, as she was flying upside down now, landing about 15-20 feet off the road to the right of my car, in a heavy grass, and scotch broom laden area.
I stopped and got out of my car, still not wanting to believe what just happened.
I ran over a squirrel about 15 years ago, that I almost got in a wreck over, and I felt horrible.
I looked at the front of my car and could see her hair sticking out of my grill. The front wasn't as messed up as I thought it would be, and the only engine issue is a fan and a piece of metal touching, that makes a horrible noise.
I listened to the woodline and didn't hear any thing moving. I called 911, let them know what happened and continued to drive to work.I felt horrible.
My core belief, is that moment to moment, day to day, everything happens with complete divine timing and purpose. Even the stufff that is considered "bad."So then I begin to question why. If I would have left my home just 2 seconds earlier or later, that doe and I would have never met. There was no one else coming on Steamboat Island road, either way, for at least the next two minutes. As I was walking on the side of the road, one car passed me.
I got to work and was really bummed out. Why did that deer pick me.? I called Shanna and left a few messages, and I called mom. Mom basically told me what I already know but it was helpful to have someone else tell me. Shanna called me back and we talked too.
I wrote a friend in Canada who also sees the numbers, and also has very similar beliefs on whats going on in the world.She told me to go do some research on deer symbolism...I was pretty amazed at what I learned. After reading for about ten minutes I got it. It still hurts my heart but its all part of the puzzle nonetheless.
Heres where it gets interesting.My general manager has a neighbor that buys all of her cars here. In the past ten years, they have bought at least ten cars. Today she was in buying an older Honda that we would normally wholesale because it has too many miles and is hard to get financed. It was for her daughter. It was a cash deal, with no financing involved, and had to many miles on it to put extended protection. I have been training for the finance department for three weeks now. I haven't actually been able to "sign a customer up" on a car yet. My manager decided to let me get my feet wet, by letting me sign my general manager's neighbor up on the Honda. Due to the fact there was no finance paperwork, warranty, gap, etc, the paperwork was very simple. I didn't have the opportunity to make any money, but thats ok. For a first deal, I didn't care. It justs means they trust me enough now to let me get started.
I have seen her many times in the past when she has bought cars. She has never bought one from me. I introduced myself to her, and she told me her name was "Shanna." My partner's name is Shanna. I smiled at the synchronicity.I grabbed her file and walked over to my office. I put it down on my desk and opened it up. The first document on the top of the pile was her drivers license. I looked at her birthday and my jaw dropped and I shook my head when I saw 11-11-1969....WOW...I printed up all of her paperwork and brought her in my office. The signing went smooth. I was still a bit nervous, even though I couldn't sell her anything.I went through it all, we chatted about how I got my broken foot, our kids, and our jobs. There was nobody in line, so we just chatted for a few minutes.Her daughter called and she got up to go meet her in the front of the dealership.I "intuitivelly" looked at the little digital clock on the bottom right of my computer screen, and shook my head again when I read 12:21.
Somethings going down.!!!!...I feel it to my core, and I have something much much higher leading me down this path.... I promise i'm not crazy...If you look up 1111 phenomena you will be amazed...same as 2012...Ohhh...By the way. Last night I had a dream I wrecked my car and ended up in a ditch....The only thing I wish I would have done was look at the clock, or been paying attention to what song was playing, when I hit the deer. So there you have it.
Thanks for listening.
Namaste
On the way to work today, while driving down Steamboat Island Road, enjoying the trees, my cup of tea, and a half of a cigar left over from last night, a deer ran from the woods to the left of my car, in full stride.
I had about one second of reaction time, and slammed on my brakes. I went into a skid.I have been in a few wrecks, and a few other intense, traumatic situations. What I notice, and what other people who experience trauma/high-arenaline situations report is a feeling of "slow-motion."
Everything was "slow-motion"...as i was still skidding, she hit the front of my car...and was ejected about 20 feet in the air. I followed her in the air, as she was flying upside down now, landing about 15-20 feet off the road to the right of my car, in a heavy grass, and scotch broom laden area.
I stopped and got out of my car, still not wanting to believe what just happened.
I ran over a squirrel about 15 years ago, that I almost got in a wreck over, and I felt horrible.
I looked at the front of my car and could see her hair sticking out of my grill. The front wasn't as messed up as I thought it would be, and the only engine issue is a fan and a piece of metal touching, that makes a horrible noise.
I listened to the woodline and didn't hear any thing moving. I called 911, let them know what happened and continued to drive to work.I felt horrible.
My core belief, is that moment to moment, day to day, everything happens with complete divine timing and purpose. Even the stufff that is considered "bad."So then I begin to question why. If I would have left my home just 2 seconds earlier or later, that doe and I would have never met. There was no one else coming on Steamboat Island road, either way, for at least the next two minutes. As I was walking on the side of the road, one car passed me.
I got to work and was really bummed out. Why did that deer pick me.? I called Shanna and left a few messages, and I called mom. Mom basically told me what I already know but it was helpful to have someone else tell me. Shanna called me back and we talked too.
I wrote a friend in Canada who also sees the numbers, and also has very similar beliefs on whats going on in the world.She told me to go do some research on deer symbolism...I was pretty amazed at what I learned. After reading for about ten minutes I got it. It still hurts my heart but its all part of the puzzle nonetheless.
Heres where it gets interesting.My general manager has a neighbor that buys all of her cars here. In the past ten years, they have bought at least ten cars. Today she was in buying an older Honda that we would normally wholesale because it has too many miles and is hard to get financed. It was for her daughter. It was a cash deal, with no financing involved, and had to many miles on it to put extended protection. I have been training for the finance department for three weeks now. I haven't actually been able to "sign a customer up" on a car yet. My manager decided to let me get my feet wet, by letting me sign my general manager's neighbor up on the Honda. Due to the fact there was no finance paperwork, warranty, gap, etc, the paperwork was very simple. I didn't have the opportunity to make any money, but thats ok. For a first deal, I didn't care. It justs means they trust me enough now to let me get started.
I have seen her many times in the past when she has bought cars. She has never bought one from me. I introduced myself to her, and she told me her name was "Shanna." My partner's name is Shanna. I smiled at the synchronicity.I grabbed her file and walked over to my office. I put it down on my desk and opened it up. The first document on the top of the pile was her drivers license. I looked at her birthday and my jaw dropped and I shook my head when I saw 11-11-1969....WOW...I printed up all of her paperwork and brought her in my office. The signing went smooth. I was still a bit nervous, even though I couldn't sell her anything.I went through it all, we chatted about how I got my broken foot, our kids, and our jobs. There was nobody in line, so we just chatted for a few minutes.Her daughter called and she got up to go meet her in the front of the dealership.I "intuitivelly" looked at the little digital clock on the bottom right of my computer screen, and shook my head again when I read 12:21.
Somethings going down.!!!!...I feel it to my core, and I have something much much higher leading me down this path.... I promise i'm not crazy...If you look up 1111 phenomena you will be amazed...same as 2012...Ohhh...By the way. Last night I had a dream I wrecked my car and ended up in a ditch....The only thing I wish I would have done was look at the clock, or been paying attention to what song was playing, when I hit the deer. So there you have it.
Thanks for listening.
Namaste
Friday, September 18, 2009
9-9-09, A new 1111 Friend From Canada, A Broken Foot And My Podiatrist
It seems like I haven't written in awhile. I have been putting alot of focus and energy into bringing together on papar and possibly in film, the common messages of all the 1111 people I have met over the course of the past two years, and more specifically the "awakening" stories of 10-15, who are being led down the EXACT SAME PATHS of awareness and discovery, some of which are considered "Conspiracy Theories."
More importantly however, is the common vision we see of a world of peace and harmony free of poverty, and violence and disease.
I know it may sound far fetched based on what we see happening globally. The good news is more and more people are being awoken each day.
I knew something synchronistic would happen on 9-9-09. If you saw all the numbers i see, and throw on top of that my life path is a "9", I knew it was going to be an interesting day.
About midday my friend Bing, who I believe I met on Mike Dooleys Website www.tut.com, contacted me about a woman who had just started experiencing the "numbers" and she was having a bit of difficulty with it all, and maybe even a bit frightened. Bing asked us all to e-mail her to reassure she wasn't going crazy.
Very early on in my awakening I was very frightened. I learned things that most people don't want to think about. I was led to different paths of awareness which resonated with me more deeply than anything had in my life. It all started making sense. Deeper into my awakening I learned about the Universal Law of Attraction, Present Moment Awareness, and Quantum Physics, and I began to see miracles happen around me daily. I experience the "spirit" on a daily basis. I have known since day one of my awakening, I wanted to be of service to people experiencing the same things I had gone through.
on 9-9-09 I got my chance to be of service to someone who had just begun experiencing the 1111 phenomena and it's awesome seeing someone following the same paths of awareness, knowing we are being led by something much, much bigger than I can put my mind around.
In my first E-mail I wrote that she would be led, through "intuition" down various paths of awareness or discovery she never knew existed. I told her some might even frighten her, but to focus on what we each can do to be part of the solution and "Be The Change."
A few e-mails later she mentioned one particular group of individuals and the fact that alot of 1111ers are being led to learn about them, and that we have something in common with them.
I remember reading the email and silenty saying to myself, "it's happening Blayne, we are going to change the world."
I reminded her to focus on what she can do and who she can "be" daily to Be The Change, and to look for the synchronicity.
I do my best to Be The Change, and to be an inspiration to this person daily. Like all of my 1111 friends, I see a peace project of some sort with her in my future. She is a life path "9" too, which I thought was pretty synchronistic as well.
Today I went back to my podiatrist to get a cast put on my broken foot. The foot was a result of a MMA/JiuJitsu sparring accident in my little brothers front yard with my 15 year old son.. I was aiming for the thigh, and connected with the hipbone. I still believe i'm 20 and i'm ok with that. I surf, snowboard, rapell, hike, climb, waterski, skydive way less than I would if I had more dough, and I want to do more...of everything....mostly helping people awaken to their own divinity...all over the world.
When I pulled into his complex, there was one empty spot in the front row by his practice. I pulled in, and instinctively looked at the license plate of tha cars parked next to me. Sure enough the one next to me began with 911-#$%.. In Washington State, the plates begin with three digits followed by three letters. So I start to pay attention.
The last time I was there I was in quite a bit of pain so I didn't notice much. Today when I sat down, I saw pictures of my Doc and part of his staff doing pro-bono work in El Salvador. Since Philanthropy has been in my blood since the first day of my awakening, I decided I was going to get to know this guy.
What happened during the time he was casting up my leg left me in awe once again, as I see the unfoldment of an amazing divine plan happen in front of my eyes.
I can"t even remember how we got on the topic of The youtube video called "Zeitgeist" or "Freedom-Fascism" or the Federal Reserve Conspiracy. All I know is we both began our awakenings about two years ago, both of our families and co-workers think we are "conspiracy theorists" and we have been led down similar paths of awareness.
I think I mentioned to him that I had an awakening that led me to want to be a philanthropist, and the conversation went from there, once again, It all felt very dreamlike. I'm confident my higher purpose for being there wasn't to get my foot put in a cast....My foot simply got me a seat in front of this man...The purpose was what we discussed.
0nce again thanks for letting me share and for reading.
Veritas Lux Aequitas
Namaste
blayne
More importantly however, is the common vision we see of a world of peace and harmony free of poverty, and violence and disease.
I know it may sound far fetched based on what we see happening globally. The good news is more and more people are being awoken each day.
I knew something synchronistic would happen on 9-9-09. If you saw all the numbers i see, and throw on top of that my life path is a "9", I knew it was going to be an interesting day.
About midday my friend Bing, who I believe I met on Mike Dooleys Website www.tut.com, contacted me about a woman who had just started experiencing the "numbers" and she was having a bit of difficulty with it all, and maybe even a bit frightened. Bing asked us all to e-mail her to reassure she wasn't going crazy.
Very early on in my awakening I was very frightened. I learned things that most people don't want to think about. I was led to different paths of awareness which resonated with me more deeply than anything had in my life. It all started making sense. Deeper into my awakening I learned about the Universal Law of Attraction, Present Moment Awareness, and Quantum Physics, and I began to see miracles happen around me daily. I experience the "spirit" on a daily basis. I have known since day one of my awakening, I wanted to be of service to people experiencing the same things I had gone through.
on 9-9-09 I got my chance to be of service to someone who had just begun experiencing the 1111 phenomena and it's awesome seeing someone following the same paths of awareness, knowing we are being led by something much, much bigger than I can put my mind around.
In my first E-mail I wrote that she would be led, through "intuition" down various paths of awareness or discovery she never knew existed. I told her some might even frighten her, but to focus on what we each can do to be part of the solution and "Be The Change."
A few e-mails later she mentioned one particular group of individuals and the fact that alot of 1111ers are being led to learn about them, and that we have something in common with them.
I remember reading the email and silenty saying to myself, "it's happening Blayne, we are going to change the world."
I reminded her to focus on what she can do and who she can "be" daily to Be The Change, and to look for the synchronicity.
I do my best to Be The Change, and to be an inspiration to this person daily. Like all of my 1111 friends, I see a peace project of some sort with her in my future. She is a life path "9" too, which I thought was pretty synchronistic as well.
Today I went back to my podiatrist to get a cast put on my broken foot. The foot was a result of a MMA/JiuJitsu sparring accident in my little brothers front yard with my 15 year old son.. I was aiming for the thigh, and connected with the hipbone. I still believe i'm 20 and i'm ok with that. I surf, snowboard, rapell, hike, climb, waterski, skydive way less than I would if I had more dough, and I want to do more...of everything....mostly helping people awaken to their own divinity...all over the world.
When I pulled into his complex, there was one empty spot in the front row by his practice. I pulled in, and instinctively looked at the license plate of tha cars parked next to me. Sure enough the one next to me began with 911-#$%.. In Washington State, the plates begin with three digits followed by three letters. So I start to pay attention.
The last time I was there I was in quite a bit of pain so I didn't notice much. Today when I sat down, I saw pictures of my Doc and part of his staff doing pro-bono work in El Salvador. Since Philanthropy has been in my blood since the first day of my awakening, I decided I was going to get to know this guy.
What happened during the time he was casting up my leg left me in awe once again, as I see the unfoldment of an amazing divine plan happen in front of my eyes.
I can"t even remember how we got on the topic of The youtube video called "Zeitgeist" or "Freedom-Fascism" or the Federal Reserve Conspiracy. All I know is we both began our awakenings about two years ago, both of our families and co-workers think we are "conspiracy theorists" and we have been led down similar paths of awareness.
I think I mentioned to him that I had an awakening that led me to want to be a philanthropist, and the conversation went from there, once again, It all felt very dreamlike. I'm confident my higher purpose for being there wasn't to get my foot put in a cast....My foot simply got me a seat in front of this man...The purpose was what we discussed.
0nce again thanks for letting me share and for reading.
Veritas Lux Aequitas
Namaste
blayne
Sunday, August 30, 2009
My Little Brother, Hawaii, and Synchronicity.
Its been a few weeks since I have written. Sometimes when I am struggling with fear I forget to share the magic that is going on.
First, a few weeks ago my Aunt bought a car and I drove it down I-5 to her in Stockton California.
A week earlier, I had been introduced to a spiritual Guru who lives in San Francisco over the internet.
The trip to Stockton allowed me to spend some time with this amazing man. The story of driving to inner city San Francisco to find his house was very synchronistic. I just happened, after driving around the block two times on Nob Hill, to find one parking spot. The parking spot...just happened to be in the front of his house....AMAZING.
After spending 4 hours with this highly educated, well connected man, I discovered we were meant to meet at that specific moment in time....to do something very important.
Tonight I was invited to my brothers house for dinner. He had just returned from a deployment to the Phillipines. The last word I got two months ago was once he returned from the Phillipines he would be leaving for Afghanistan very soon thereafter.
Tonight. over an amazing dinner he and his wife prepared, my beautiful little brother informed me the Army was sending him to the Island of Oahu to be a Special Forces Liiason Officer to the Pacific Fleet.
He is to be there 6-9 months prior to going to grad school, then back to West Point to teach.
This was good news for the entire family, because he has been in a hostile area for the past 2 years of his life.
It also makes me wonder if all the "Hawaii" synchronicity I have been dealing with had something to do with him.
My hope is he and I will be able to spend some time together on oahu....maybe thats what all the Hawaii synchronicity has been about.
Time will tell, and spirit will lead me i'm sure.
The 1111 and other number patterns have been inundating my life more and more each day
Since I got back, I was offerred a finance manager position at the dealership I currently work for. This was something I have been trying to manifest for the past year. Now it's coming to fruition.
Finally. I have been trying to manifest a finance manager job at the dealership I work for, for the past 18 months. Early this week I was told I would be training to go in our finance department on 1 September 2009.
It appears everything is coming together.
Thanks for letting me share
Namaste
blayne
First, a few weeks ago my Aunt bought a car and I drove it down I-5 to her in Stockton California.
A week earlier, I had been introduced to a spiritual Guru who lives in San Francisco over the internet.
The trip to Stockton allowed me to spend some time with this amazing man. The story of driving to inner city San Francisco to find his house was very synchronistic. I just happened, after driving around the block two times on Nob Hill, to find one parking spot. The parking spot...just happened to be in the front of his house....AMAZING.
After spending 4 hours with this highly educated, well connected man, I discovered we were meant to meet at that specific moment in time....to do something very important.
Tonight I was invited to my brothers house for dinner. He had just returned from a deployment to the Phillipines. The last word I got two months ago was once he returned from the Phillipines he would be leaving for Afghanistan very soon thereafter.
Tonight. over an amazing dinner he and his wife prepared, my beautiful little brother informed me the Army was sending him to the Island of Oahu to be a Special Forces Liiason Officer to the Pacific Fleet.
He is to be there 6-9 months prior to going to grad school, then back to West Point to teach.
This was good news for the entire family, because he has been in a hostile area for the past 2 years of his life.
It also makes me wonder if all the "Hawaii" synchronicity I have been dealing with had something to do with him.
My hope is he and I will be able to spend some time together on oahu....maybe thats what all the Hawaii synchronicity has been about.
Time will tell, and spirit will lead me i'm sure.
The 1111 and other number patterns have been inundating my life more and more each day
Since I got back, I was offerred a finance manager position at the dealership I currently work for. This was something I have been trying to manifest for the past year. Now it's coming to fruition.
Finally. I have been trying to manifest a finance manager job at the dealership I work for, for the past 18 months. Early this week I was told I would be training to go in our finance department on 1 September 2009.
It appears everything is coming together.
Thanks for letting me share
Namaste
blayne
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Living in the Dream
I am amazed each day by the synchronicity I attract into my life, simply by opening myself up to the endless possibilities that is "life", living in and with complete present moment awareness.
I find when I am in complete present moment awareness, situations which used to cause me great inner turmoil, don't affect me that much at all.
I know those situations which cause disharmony and discongruence in my life, were most likely created by my thoughts and my actions, and its my responsibility to change them. I am no longer simply a "victim" of my circumstances.
I know those circumstances that could be seen as "negative" when examined from every possible angle, have complete purpose in my life.
What we "spirits" having this amazing "human" experience sometimes fail to realize and notice is we don't have all the information, and fail to see the "bigger picture."
A few days ago my Aunt Roxane told me to get in contact with someone she characterized as being "just like me." She told me he was very well known all over the world, was very well respected and loved by many, and was very busy spreading "love" and "peace." She gave me his telephone number and told me to call him. She told me to leave a message if he did not answer, but assured me he would get in contact with me. she said it could take up to a few days for him to return my call, but to be patient and he would call.
When someone "tells" me to do anything these days, as long as it's not unhealthy physically, emotionally, spiritually, or completely against the "law" or my morality....I try and "just do it." I don't give it much thought...I just get it done.
I figure she had magically reappeared into my life for a purpose, and was attempting to help me connect with "like minded spirits," so instead of using "logic" to talk myself out of calling a complete stranger, I just picked up the phone and dialed.
He didn't answer the phone so I left him a message. This is kind of what my message said. "Hello, you don't know me, but my name is Blayne Lannan. My Aunt Roxane gave me your number and told me I should call you. So going on faith and intuition I picked up the phone and called you. I don't know where this connection will lead me, but it doesn't really matter. I began what I consider to be a RADICAL spiritual transformation on 7-1-07 that has completely changed the way I live, the way I perceive myself and others, the way I view "reality", etc..etc..etc. I went on to share that at times I feel very confused and alone, and that Auntie Roxane thought you may be able to share some insight.
About three hours later my phone rang and I picked it up. Within two minutes of speaking to Carl, I felt like I had known him for years. I told him what had happened to me in the past 25 months and he laughed and told me to breath!!!!
He said he could hear the passion and energy in my voice, and that I had been "chosen." He went on to tell me things about "me" that I have known since my awakening, but was to freaked out to share.
He validated everything I had been seeing, feeling, and hearing since my awakening, including the bizarre visions, meditations, dreams, numerical phenomena, and synchronicity I live with each and every day.
At one point during the conversation I used the term "wierd" to express something that had happened to me. It upset him a little bit, and he indicated part of the problem was seeing these amazing experiences as "wierd." He indicated that is part of the problem, that if maybe we started looking at these "paranormal" experiences as "normal" maybe more of us would and could wake up.
I told him I felt alone and different, and he lovingly reminded me I am different because I have awoken.
He went on to say 99% of humanity is "ASLEEP," something I have felt since my awakening began.
I remember telling my Air Force Colonel ex-wife she was "asleep," at one point very early on in my enlightenment. That went over like a "lead balloon."
It was an amazing conversation, and in the end, I feel like I have gained a friend who "COMPLETELY" gets it. We both agreed to a certain degree our "connecting" goes much deeper than what can be seen at face value.
I believe "like minded individuals" and spiritually evolved individuals are being "re-connected" during this difficult time to be the "spearhead" of this upcoming shift of human consciousness.
My vision is of a core group of highly spiritually evolved beings coming together to be the change we so greatly need right now.
Imagine if you can a world that is free of war and violence because the core operating principle is sharing and helping one another. Imagine a world of spiritual beings who understand our "oneness."
The truth is right now all over this little speck in the cosmos we call "earth", there are people of all colors, religions, socio-economic backgrounds, creeds, etc..etc... awakening to their true nature and divinity. They are looking around at all the craziness that exists globally and they are starting to ask why? The answers that they have been given for centuries are not "holding water" anymore, and they are asking for and seeking change.
So, there you have it!
Thanks once again for listening to me share, and for taking what I have to say with some consideration.
I believe the next 3-5 years will be a critical time in our history, where many great truths that have been hidden in plain sight will finally be revealed.
I look forward to it all with great anticipation.
Namaste
blayne
I find when I am in complete present moment awareness, situations which used to cause me great inner turmoil, don't affect me that much at all.
I know those situations which cause disharmony and discongruence in my life, were most likely created by my thoughts and my actions, and its my responsibility to change them. I am no longer simply a "victim" of my circumstances.
I know those circumstances that could be seen as "negative" when examined from every possible angle, have complete purpose in my life.
What we "spirits" having this amazing "human" experience sometimes fail to realize and notice is we don't have all the information, and fail to see the "bigger picture."
A few days ago my Aunt Roxane told me to get in contact with someone she characterized as being "just like me." She told me he was very well known all over the world, was very well respected and loved by many, and was very busy spreading "love" and "peace." She gave me his telephone number and told me to call him. She told me to leave a message if he did not answer, but assured me he would get in contact with me. she said it could take up to a few days for him to return my call, but to be patient and he would call.
When someone "tells" me to do anything these days, as long as it's not unhealthy physically, emotionally, spiritually, or completely against the "law" or my morality....I try and "just do it." I don't give it much thought...I just get it done.
I figure she had magically reappeared into my life for a purpose, and was attempting to help me connect with "like minded spirits," so instead of using "logic" to talk myself out of calling a complete stranger, I just picked up the phone and dialed.
He didn't answer the phone so I left him a message. This is kind of what my message said. "Hello, you don't know me, but my name is Blayne Lannan. My Aunt Roxane gave me your number and told me I should call you. So going on faith and intuition I picked up the phone and called you. I don't know where this connection will lead me, but it doesn't really matter. I began what I consider to be a RADICAL spiritual transformation on 7-1-07 that has completely changed the way I live, the way I perceive myself and others, the way I view "reality", etc..etc..etc. I went on to share that at times I feel very confused and alone, and that Auntie Roxane thought you may be able to share some insight.
About three hours later my phone rang and I picked it up. Within two minutes of speaking to Carl, I felt like I had known him for years. I told him what had happened to me in the past 25 months and he laughed and told me to breath!!!!
He said he could hear the passion and energy in my voice, and that I had been "chosen." He went on to tell me things about "me" that I have known since my awakening, but was to freaked out to share.
He validated everything I had been seeing, feeling, and hearing since my awakening, including the bizarre visions, meditations, dreams, numerical phenomena, and synchronicity I live with each and every day.
At one point during the conversation I used the term "wierd" to express something that had happened to me. It upset him a little bit, and he indicated part of the problem was seeing these amazing experiences as "wierd." He indicated that is part of the problem, that if maybe we started looking at these "paranormal" experiences as "normal" maybe more of us would and could wake up.
I told him I felt alone and different, and he lovingly reminded me I am different because I have awoken.
He went on to say 99% of humanity is "ASLEEP," something I have felt since my awakening began.
I remember telling my Air Force Colonel ex-wife she was "asleep," at one point very early on in my enlightenment. That went over like a "lead balloon."
It was an amazing conversation, and in the end, I feel like I have gained a friend who "COMPLETELY" gets it. We both agreed to a certain degree our "connecting" goes much deeper than what can be seen at face value.
I believe "like minded individuals" and spiritually evolved individuals are being "re-connected" during this difficult time to be the "spearhead" of this upcoming shift of human consciousness.
My vision is of a core group of highly spiritually evolved beings coming together to be the change we so greatly need right now.
Imagine if you can a world that is free of war and violence because the core operating principle is sharing and helping one another. Imagine a world of spiritual beings who understand our "oneness."
The truth is right now all over this little speck in the cosmos we call "earth", there are people of all colors, religions, socio-economic backgrounds, creeds, etc..etc... awakening to their true nature and divinity. They are looking around at all the craziness that exists globally and they are starting to ask why? The answers that they have been given for centuries are not "holding water" anymore, and they are asking for and seeking change.
So, there you have it!
Thanks once again for listening to me share, and for taking what I have to say with some consideration.
I believe the next 3-5 years will be a critical time in our history, where many great truths that have been hidden in plain sight will finally be revealed.
I look forward to it all with great anticipation.
Namaste
blayne
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
My Aunt Roxane
The past week or so has been somewhat difficult for me to find the magic in my life, living in complete present moment awareness, and seeing the synchronicity I am normally able to experience without too much effort.
I blame most of it on my overwhelming desire to help humanity awaken to our unity, and oneness. At times I feel very powerless, like no one "gets it." I worry as I move in and out of fear, that as a humanity, specifically a United States we are headed in the wrong direction.
Since my awakening just over 25 months ago, teaching truth, present moment awareness, synchronicity, Law of Attraction, and our "divinity" has been at the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I just want to scream out at the top of my lungs, WAKE UP PLEASE, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
I see all the signs around me that "things" are not right, and definately not as they appear to be. I know there is a higher divine purpose in all things, based upon my life and my awakening, but whenever I try to approach this subject with my family and friends, I feel like they don't "get it."
This causes dis-harmony and dis-congruence inside of me, a feeling that is very difficult to explain. When I am in complete present moment awareness, everything feels and is perfect. The truth is, it's all perfect...all the time. I just don't have all the information. The Universal plan is unfolding in it's time, by it's purpose, despite all my efforts to "speed up the process."
Mid last week, I was contacted by a person who was a very important part of my life, when I was in my early teens. She found me on facebook. After emailing back and forth for the past few days, and speaking to her on the phone, I know the Universal Law of Attraction and the Synchronicity in my life is working effortlessly and flawlessly on both our behalf.
Aunt Roxane was married to my Uncle Zach for a very brief period of time. Looking back on our relationship now, I know we were and are complete kindred spirits. I remember feeling very close to her, more close than I have ever felt to any of my Aunts and Uncles.
My dad has 11 brothers and sisters, each unique, wonderful, and beautiful in their own way. When I had my awakening and wrote my first substancial writing called "My Truth," I sent a hard copy to each of my dads siblings. I wanted to share with them all that I had been led to, in an attempt to help them awaken to their divinity.
The reaction was very mixed. A few of them embraced what I had to say, and a few never commented on what I had written.
The Lannan family was raised in the traditional Roman Catholic faith. I was baptized Catholic. Much of what I believe to be "The Truth" now goes completely against traditional Catholic Dogma.
When my Aunt Roxane contacted me, I was both surprized and happy. What has happened over the past few days has me in a state of complete "knowing" again.
First of all, her birthday is 2-22. Secondly, she has been "living" the principles that resonate so deeply within me.
She understands present moment awareness. She understands The Universal Law of Attraction. She understands Synchronicity. Most importantly, and what I so desperately needed to hear, she understands that "it" is all perfect...in the present moment, and the "Universal" plan is unfolding flawlessly and effortlessly, on behalf of humanity, as we move closer and closer to this very much needed "shift of human consciousness."
I called my mom, who was also very close to Roxane at one point in her life and told my mom, "she is just like me!!!."
As I was speaking to her yesterday about 9-11, The Illuminati, "cover-ups", etc...etc...she reminded me that even in it's apparant "chaos" we are moving toward this "shift." She reminded me the only thing I was getting by being fearful and angry at what I see happening around me, was getting me more fear, and more anger. I thanked her.
My Aunt Roxane stepped back into my life, very synchronistically I might add, to help me get back on the path of surrender, acceptance, and awareness. She has been a practicing Buddhist for many, many years, and I believe she "gets it." In fact, she is the first person I consider to be family that "gets it."
Whats more amazing is the things she has told me in the past few days that validate what I have been thinking and feeling for just over 25 months.
She told me she has always been "psychic," although like me she likes the term "intuitive." I believe my intuitive abilities have increased greatly since my awakening. I have spoken of many things that have come true, happened, or are coming true.
She told me I would be "teaching" on a national level, and perhaps the "world stage," sharing my message and vision in an attempt to help awaken humanity.
I was told this exact same thing, in the voice of a gentle old man I still don't recognize, very early on in my awakening. I have told my partner and my family I believe I was "chosen" to carry this message. Roxane used those "EXACT" words. She said, "Blayne, you have been chosen." As I sit here writing I wonder like I often do....."WHY ME."
She told me I have "it." The charisma of people like Ghandi, JFK, MLK, etc... Those visionary people that saw our potential as a humanity to create peace. Why is it these visionaries keep dying? I have my own ideas. I'm not going to discuss it here. I think it would be counter-productive to the message.
She told me I was going to be "famous." She asked me to think about how I would react to fame, and money, and all the other "stuff" that goes along with it. I told her I am still going to be the same person I have always been. I will use it for the uplifting and betterment of humanity, and I will use it to help create a world of complete peace and harmony.
I have a vision of a world with no militaries. I have a vision of highly spiritually evolved leaders/visionaries sitting together at a world table, figuring out a "better way." A world free of opression of any kind. A world free of war and violence because it's poeple understand anytime I harm someone or something in any way, I am harming myself tenfold. A world who's mantra is "how can I be of service to you?" A world where abundance, not poverty reigns supreme, with the understanding that there is more than enough "stuff" for everyone.
You see, we have been brainwashed into believing we have to protect our "stuff," when the truth of the matter is it's not our "stuff" to begin with. We are "one" humanity, and all the "stuff" available should be shared with one another. I believe that is what "God" (whatever your idea of God is) intended, not a humanity killing one another in the name of "stuff" or religion....I don't believe in that nonsense for one second. That line of thinking doesn't work for me anymore.
Once again, thanks for listening and allowing me to share. If you like what I have to say, please pass this on. Together we can be the change. I will take it a step further and say, "We MUST be the change." At the present time, and under our current circumstance we need to begin taking action toward peace NOW.
To my soulmate and Aunt Roxane. Thank you for synchronistically and magically appearing in my life after so many years. To the Universal Source of All Things, thank you for orchestrating our re-connection. I am amazed each day as the process unfolds.
I wish you all Peace, Light, and Love. The truth is...thats all there really is. The rest is simply bad programming.
Veritas, Lux, Et Aequitas!!!!
Namaste
Blayne
I blame most of it on my overwhelming desire to help humanity awaken to our unity, and oneness. At times I feel very powerless, like no one "gets it." I worry as I move in and out of fear, that as a humanity, specifically a United States we are headed in the wrong direction.
Since my awakening just over 25 months ago, teaching truth, present moment awareness, synchronicity, Law of Attraction, and our "divinity" has been at the forefront of my mind. Sometimes I just want to scream out at the top of my lungs, WAKE UP PLEASE, BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE.
I see all the signs around me that "things" are not right, and definately not as they appear to be. I know there is a higher divine purpose in all things, based upon my life and my awakening, but whenever I try to approach this subject with my family and friends, I feel like they don't "get it."
This causes dis-harmony and dis-congruence inside of me, a feeling that is very difficult to explain. When I am in complete present moment awareness, everything feels and is perfect. The truth is, it's all perfect...all the time. I just don't have all the information. The Universal plan is unfolding in it's time, by it's purpose, despite all my efforts to "speed up the process."
Mid last week, I was contacted by a person who was a very important part of my life, when I was in my early teens. She found me on facebook. After emailing back and forth for the past few days, and speaking to her on the phone, I know the Universal Law of Attraction and the Synchronicity in my life is working effortlessly and flawlessly on both our behalf.
Aunt Roxane was married to my Uncle Zach for a very brief period of time. Looking back on our relationship now, I know we were and are complete kindred spirits. I remember feeling very close to her, more close than I have ever felt to any of my Aunts and Uncles.
My dad has 11 brothers and sisters, each unique, wonderful, and beautiful in their own way. When I had my awakening and wrote my first substancial writing called "My Truth," I sent a hard copy to each of my dads siblings. I wanted to share with them all that I had been led to, in an attempt to help them awaken to their divinity.
The reaction was very mixed. A few of them embraced what I had to say, and a few never commented on what I had written.
The Lannan family was raised in the traditional Roman Catholic faith. I was baptized Catholic. Much of what I believe to be "The Truth" now goes completely against traditional Catholic Dogma.
When my Aunt Roxane contacted me, I was both surprized and happy. What has happened over the past few days has me in a state of complete "knowing" again.
First of all, her birthday is 2-22. Secondly, she has been "living" the principles that resonate so deeply within me.
She understands present moment awareness. She understands The Universal Law of Attraction. She understands Synchronicity. Most importantly, and what I so desperately needed to hear, she understands that "it" is all perfect...in the present moment, and the "Universal" plan is unfolding flawlessly and effortlessly, on behalf of humanity, as we move closer and closer to this very much needed "shift of human consciousness."
I called my mom, who was also very close to Roxane at one point in her life and told my mom, "she is just like me!!!."
As I was speaking to her yesterday about 9-11, The Illuminati, "cover-ups", etc...etc...she reminded me that even in it's apparant "chaos" we are moving toward this "shift." She reminded me the only thing I was getting by being fearful and angry at what I see happening around me, was getting me more fear, and more anger. I thanked her.
My Aunt Roxane stepped back into my life, very synchronistically I might add, to help me get back on the path of surrender, acceptance, and awareness. She has been a practicing Buddhist for many, many years, and I believe she "gets it." In fact, she is the first person I consider to be family that "gets it."
Whats more amazing is the things she has told me in the past few days that validate what I have been thinking and feeling for just over 25 months.
She told me she has always been "psychic," although like me she likes the term "intuitive." I believe my intuitive abilities have increased greatly since my awakening. I have spoken of many things that have come true, happened, or are coming true.
She told me I would be "teaching" on a national level, and perhaps the "world stage," sharing my message and vision in an attempt to help awaken humanity.
I was told this exact same thing, in the voice of a gentle old man I still don't recognize, very early on in my awakening. I have told my partner and my family I believe I was "chosen" to carry this message. Roxane used those "EXACT" words. She said, "Blayne, you have been chosen." As I sit here writing I wonder like I often do....."WHY ME."
She told me I have "it." The charisma of people like Ghandi, JFK, MLK, etc... Those visionary people that saw our potential as a humanity to create peace. Why is it these visionaries keep dying? I have my own ideas. I'm not going to discuss it here. I think it would be counter-productive to the message.
She told me I was going to be "famous." She asked me to think about how I would react to fame, and money, and all the other "stuff" that goes along with it. I told her I am still going to be the same person I have always been. I will use it for the uplifting and betterment of humanity, and I will use it to help create a world of complete peace and harmony.
I have a vision of a world with no militaries. I have a vision of highly spiritually evolved leaders/visionaries sitting together at a world table, figuring out a "better way." A world free of opression of any kind. A world free of war and violence because it's poeple understand anytime I harm someone or something in any way, I am harming myself tenfold. A world who's mantra is "how can I be of service to you?" A world where abundance, not poverty reigns supreme, with the understanding that there is more than enough "stuff" for everyone.
You see, we have been brainwashed into believing we have to protect our "stuff," when the truth of the matter is it's not our "stuff" to begin with. We are "one" humanity, and all the "stuff" available should be shared with one another. I believe that is what "God" (whatever your idea of God is) intended, not a humanity killing one another in the name of "stuff" or religion....I don't believe in that nonsense for one second. That line of thinking doesn't work for me anymore.
Once again, thanks for listening and allowing me to share. If you like what I have to say, please pass this on. Together we can be the change. I will take it a step further and say, "We MUST be the change." At the present time, and under our current circumstance we need to begin taking action toward peace NOW.
To my soulmate and Aunt Roxane. Thank you for synchronistically and magically appearing in my life after so many years. To the Universal Source of All Things, thank you for orchestrating our re-connection. I am amazed each day as the process unfolds.
I wish you all Peace, Light, and Love. The truth is...thats all there really is. The rest is simply bad programming.
Veritas, Lux, Et Aequitas!!!!
Namaste
Blayne
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